25 October 2009

See You Again... (One Wish)

A friend recently asked me if I had just one wish, what would I wish for? My love for movies takes me back to the flick, Forrest Gump when Forrest says "If I knew it was gonna be the last time I talked with Bubba, I would've thought of something better to say."

If I had one wish? One more day. One more conversation. One more time to say what I said last. One more chance to look into her eyes.

One more chance for her to give her daughter one more kiss... Just in case.

If there was only a way to describe the feeling of looking into someone's eyes the last time they would be open. What it feels like the last time they would move would be to squeeze your finger.... Waiting and hoping that's not going to be the last time. Holding on to the idea of them waking up and walking away from what you're looking at... What you know is the end. You just refuse to believe it.

What would I wish for?

Would I wish to go back in time and change that one thing? Would I look through that bag, find and remove... Or maybe, I'd wish to go back to that moment when I last looked into her eyes and tell her then "I'm still here for you". Perhaps I would even go back to that other day, when we buried her mother, and tell her not to go through with the surgery.

Just one wish...

I guess all of that would be selfish though. Especially since the best wish would be that she feels no more pain.

I guess I'll see you later Drennie.... Rest Easy.
25 Jun 1966 - 20 Oct 2009
Just know, I didn't abandon you...
I stayed all the way though.


See You Again by Tonex (Click on link below for song)

http://www.last.fm/music/Ton%C3%A9x/_/See+You+Again?autostart
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